On George Floyd and Black America

Last updated: June 17, 2020

Like most of us, I’m moved by the murder of George Floyd by four police officers. I believe Black people when they talk about the continued injustices and oppression they face, and I believe my role in this is to listen, but more importantly, use the skills I have to help dismantle the systems that keep this going.

On this post I’ll keep a running list of what I’m reading and listening to in that regard.

(I’ll talk about the action I’m taking separately, because as one of the first articles notes, enough sitting around talking about injustice — it’s each of our duty to act to dismantle it.)

Image available for download for $1 via the artist’s fundraiser for the George Floyd Memorial Fund

The above drawing is by Minneapolis artist Ellie Bryan. She originally shared it via her Instagram account, writing:

I don’t know what else I can do, so I’m drawing. George Floyd was murdered by the police in broad daylight less than 100 yards from the house that I grew up in and where my parents lived for 30 years. This man did not deserve this. He was crying for help. This could’ve been my dad, who is also a tall and imposing black man, but like George Floyd, a gentle giant. Stop killing us.

– Ellie Bryan

When black people are in pain, white people just join book clubs” – op-ed by Tre Johnson, a freelance writer based in Philadelphia (he’s on Twitter):

Because I’ve been here before, I know what happens next. In a handful of Sundays, my social media feeds will no longer have my white allies “This”-ing, or unpacking their whiteness or privilege, or nudging their kids to put down their tablets and march. Their book clubs will do what all book clubs do: devolve into routine reschedulings and cancellations; turn into collective apologies for not doing the reading or meta-conversations about what everyone should pretend to read next; finally become occasional opportunities to catch up over wine. It is hard and harmful to know that all of this keeps them in a comfortable place, even if doing just a little feels like a reach when the Race Alarms are sounded.

The right acknowledgment of black justice, humanity, freedom and happiness won’t be found in your book clubs, protest signs, chalk talks or organizational statements. It will be found in your earnest willingness to dismantle systems that stand in our way — be they at your job, in your social network, your neighborhood associations, your family or your home. It’s not just about amplifying our voices, it’s about investing in them and in our businesses, education, political representation, power, housing and art.

– Tre Johnson

I met Gabby Richards, communications director for Congresswoman Mary Gay Scanlon, while covering an event in Philadelphia. She tweeted her story about having The Conversation with her parents as a black child:

Read the thread easily here if you don’t have Twitter.


People in my town of Lancaster, PA marching in honor of George Floyd and against police brutality. Photo by Michelle Johnsen, who is chronicling the continuing protests here. Please email her for permission to use any of her photos, and for the guidelines.

Of Course There Are Protests. The State is Failing Black People” – an essay by Keeanga-Yamahtta Taylor, assistant professor of African-American studies at Princeton University


You Can’t Have It All” – a compelling yet kind, 6-minute come-to-Jesus video chat for white women like me, from writer Danielle Henderson


Yes, Black America Fears the Police. Here’s Why.” – a 2015 essay by journalist Nikole Hannah-Jones, who leads The 1619 Project


Drawing of Ahmaud Arbery by Jon Lion

Kids Don’t Start Racist” – essay by John Powell, teacher and Mennonite pastor (who once left the Mennonite church because of the racism he experienced within, but was drawn back in — that story is another fascinating read)

While shopping last year, a white child about 4 years old pointed at me and asked his mother, “Is that a n—er?” The mother took the child’s hand, looked at me and quickly disappeared. I wasn’t expecting that question. I thought every child had seen a black person. Why use the “N” word? It was obvious the child had heard someone using it. Was hatred being instilled in this child so young?

– John Powell

I Cover Cops as an Investigative Reporter. Here are Five Ways You Can Start Holding Your Department Accountable” – essay by journalist Andrew Ford


How Much Do We Need the Police?” – interview by NPR reporter Leah Donnella of author Alex S. Vitale, who wrote a book about fundamentally overhauling the way we do law enforcement: ‘The End of Policing’


Hey, white friends: Remember when you imagined who you’d be in Nazi Germany or during Civil Rights? How you never envisioned yourself as frightened, complicit, allowing power to harm people trying to be free? Guess what. Who you are now is your role in history. Show up.

Rabbi Danya Ruttenberg

The image links to ProPublica’s guide to collecting publicly available information about your local police department. ProPublica is a non-profit investigative journalism publication. Many of its reports have led to arrests, law changes, and policy changes. I subscribe to their daily & weekly news digests.


There’s One Big Reason Why Police Brutality Is So Common In The US. And That’s The Police Unions” – article by reporter Melissa Segura. She writes that, “police observers, scholars, and civil rights lawyers and activists say that the strength of these unions and the deals they strike with local governments for rigorous job protections have helped create cultures in which the officers are left unaccountable, and black and brown people are left dead.”


On the Minds of Black Lives Matter Protestors: A Racist Health System” – article by journalist Akilah Johnson. Says the teaser: “Black lives are being lost to COVID-19 at twice the rate of others. For protesters we talked to, that’s one more reason to be on the street. ‘If it’s not police beating us up, it’s us dying in a hospital from the pandemic.'”


Photo from a protest here in Lancaster by Jennifer Foster, a local photojournalist and friend. Jenny has been profiling the local police force for months, and her views on police reform are very different from mine. We’re having lots of discussions, and we apologize to each other after raising our voices 😉 What else can you do?


To Protect and Slur: Inside hate groups on Facebook, police officers trade racist memes, conspiracy theories, and Islamophobia” – a report by two journalists, Will Carless and Michael Corey, who found at least 400 law enforcement officers actively participating in white supremacy groups on Facebook


This photo of Bevin Biggers protesting police brutality first went viral five years ago. In a June 5th interview she explains: “It’s a photo from a protest that goes viral every time someone gets killed by a cop. When I know that I’m going viral, I know what it’s for: Somebody got killed.”

Bevin Biggers in 2015

On June 2nd, Bevin rented a U-Haul truck and followed the protest route in Houston to hand out more than 10,000 bottles of water, several hundred snack packs, and first aid kits to people marching with George Floyd’s family.


The Story Has Gotten Away From Us” – essay by Betsy Morais and Alexandria Neason, who work at Columbia Journalism Review. The piece breaks down the past six months of events in America, and how they’re all connected, and all fueled (at least in part) by America’s institutional racism: “For the most part, journalism has decided that the coronavirus and the killing of George Floyd, a forty-six-year-old Black man, in Minneapolis, are two distinct stories. That’s fiction. Floyd’s murder, under the knees of a white police officer—and the demonstrations in response—occurred as part of a cascade of events.”


“‘Let’s Just Make It Home:’ The Unwritten Rules Black Learn to Navigate Racism in America– article by Cara Anthony, journalist for Kaiser Health News, published in Time magazine.

The article profiles Darnell Hill, a pastor and a mental health caseworker who teaches Black teenagers the emotional and physical coping strategies of living under systemic racism in America. “Part of Hill’s work is teaching the mechanics of navigating everyday encounters—from walking in a public space like a park to being stopped by the police or entering a business,” writes Anthony.

On having cats

Me: (buys cats a water fountain)

Me: Here you go, ARISTOCATS! (chortles to self)

Cats:

~ A few hours later ~

Me: (tending to eyebrows in bathroom mirror, senses presence, looks over to see cat drinking out of toilet)

Me: BÉBÉ, YOU TWAT!

Bébé: (continues to drink out of toilet, now while making eye contact)

Being 35

Me: I’m feeling youthful and sprightly today!

Body: …K. Imma go ahead and sprout a hair out of that mole on your neck (which maybe got a little bigger this year, come to think of it).

Me: Oh wow, ha, back to reality I guess.

Body: NOT DONE YET! Have a ‘lil acne to go with it.

Body: …

Body: BOOM, TEENAGE’D IN YOUR FACE! Literally.

On figuring out what to think

Ronan Farrow is an interesting topic in the journalism world right now.

If you haven’t heard of him before, he is a 32-year-old journalist whose reporting mostly appears in The New Yorker. He entered the media industry with a leg up because he’s the son of Mia Farrow and Woody Allen, and a lot of people say that precludes him from ever being treated based solely on his merit. I mean… I think that’s true to a degree, BUT, that doesn’t mean he can’t also be a great journalist.

But… it’s reason to make one more wary of him.

His breakout piece was a 2017 series that exposed Harvey Weinstein’s long history of sexual abuse. That led to him publish a book last year on the process of covering Weinstein, Catch and Kill, in which he also talks about the broader subject of how difficult it is to pursue stories on powerful men in general, because of the resources (money, connections, etc.) they have at their disposal. The series won awards and the book is a bestseller.

But now some other journalists are saying, nope, nuh uh. Enough with Ronan Farrow.

First was this column in the New York Times* by Ben Smith. He levies some pretty big accusations of sloppy journalism against Ronan, and I walked away from it feeling pretty confident that Ronan got away with some shit.

But it also left a funny taste in my mouth with this bit, which I’ll get back to later in this post:

His reporting can be misleading but he does not make things up. His work, though, reveals the weakness of a kind of resistance journalism that has thrived in the age of Donald Trump: That if reporters swim ably along with the tides of social media and produce damaging reporting about public figures most disliked by the loudest voices, the old rules of fairness and open-mindedness can seem more like impediments than essential journalistic imperatives.

– Ben Smith, “Is Ronan Farrow Too Good to Be True?”

(I have beef with that.)

Anyway, then Matt Lauer jumped on the bandwagon. (Here’s a refresher on what’s been going on with him.) He wrote an op-ed posted on Mediaite, under the headline: Why Ronan Farrow Is Indeed Too Good to Be True,” and lists a bunch of ways in which he agrees with Ben’s take.

The tone of that op-ed is insufferable, so I’m not posting any excerpts. I think Matt Lauer is an egotistical assface, but you also can’t help seeing the legitimacy in some of what he says, so in my case I walked away feeling even more dubious of Ronan after reading it.

But THEN, Ashley Feinberg from Slate wrote a follow-up on Ben’s piece and Matt’s follow-up. And yes, of course it follows in the same headline vein: Is Ben Smith’s Column About Ronan Farrow Too Good to Be True?

In this rebuttal she points out inconsistencies and hypocrisies in Ben’s own column in the NYT. And she addresses that point of Ben’s that I said I would come back to, re: what he’s dubbed “resistance journalism.”

I think it’s strange and dangerous to purport that journalism that calls out people in positions of power is intrinsically shoddy, rushed, and emotional.

…so I’m ending this post on that note for now, because it’s already gotten preeeeetty lengthy and I have a couple other things I’m itching to post. But if a convo gets started, this will be revived!

Things are different from the last time I posted

The last time I wrote a post here was in February and it was about an emu.

Shortly after that, the COVID-19 pandemic began.

I’ve written two stories about it so far for a statewide newspaper, the Pennsylvania Capital-Star:

  • From March 27th: a story about some of the first people in my city — Lancaster, PA — to take action to help their neighbors. One of my favorite bits is the local musicians hosting free performances online. Since then, one of them has added a regular dance party for kids to his DJ schedule.
  • From May 11th: a story (that could’ve been waaaaay longer) about four incredible people in nearby Berks County who are wrangling a huge network of people who are 3D-printing PPE and distributing it for free.

This emu

A few days ago an emu got loose in the next county over, and took a bit of a tour around a residential area. From the newspaper article:

Lunko wasn’t exactly frightened of the big bird, about the size of a pre-teen child – they can weigh as much as 80 pounds – but he was being cautious. “I didn’t know what he was going to do,” Lunko said. “I was a bit nervous. I didn’t want to startle the thing. I didn’t feel threatened by it. But I didn’t want to make any sudden movements.”

The bird crossed Lewisberry Road, where another neighbor had dogs out in the yard, kept penned in by an invisible fence. The bird lunged at the dogs, causing them to scramble onto the porch, where they stayed while the bird wandered around the yard, Willders said. “The dogs were petrified. It was pretty amusing.”

What tickles me the most about this story is the photo the newspaper used; uncredited, it was probably taken by a confused neighbor:

emu

I mean…

JUST LOOK AT THAT FUCKIT STRUT

LOOK AT THOSE EYES TO THE SKY NO CARES IN THE WORLD

Hello, world

I’m starting this blog after getting laid off from my job!

[ETA, May 2020]: I’m launching this blog a couple years after getting laid off from my job!

Don’t worry, it’s cool. It was a good job with a great company — but overall this is a relief, because I was going crazy. I’d fallen into the position after my previous employer went belly-up, and before all that, I was a lobbyist for nearly a decade.

I’ve always loved writing, and now I want to turn it into a career.  So on this website, my intentions are to….

  • Keep my writing and observation skills sharp.
  • Discuss things, with people. Share & listen.
  • Find freelance writing work.
  • Talk about myself, duh. (I mean, you admittedly have to be at least a little self-indulgent to start a blog)

To close, here are my two cats, Gus & Bébé. All three of us send you our love.

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